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Nikol

Afraid

November 27, 2017 //  by Nikol//  2 Comments

I was avoiding God. I knew I needed to talk to him, but I was sad and mad and hurting. So, I held back.

Finally, I could not keep Him at bay. As soon as I started to talk, the tears came.

It turns out….

I’m afraid to trust God.

I’m scared of what He has in store for me.

I’ve read the Bible.
There are hard things in there.

People who are falsely imprisoned.
People who are running from their enemies.
People who are sick.
People who are broken.
People whose lives are literally in danger.

There is always suffering before the salvation.

We can sit down with a Bible and read the beginning of the suffering and the salvation in a matter of minutes. The folks in there didn’t have that luxury.

They didn’t know what was going to happen to them.

They didn’t know what God was going to do, and if they did, they didn’t know when…or how.

That sat in the midst of the unknown…
and in the middle of their fear…
and they shed tear after tear…
sometimes for years.

They wrung their hands…
and begged God for a miracle…
They cried out to Him.

And eventually…

His salvation came.

By God’s grace, he gave us His Word, so…

when times are difficult,
and we don’t know what’s around the next corner,
and we don’t know how long our suffering will last,

We can read about this great cloud of witnesses.
And an even greater God
And we can trust.

Even when we’re afraid.

Category: Struggles

The Heart of God

November 26, 2017 //  by Nikol//  Leave a Comment

Category: Reflections

Making Room

October 11, 2017 //  by Nikol//  Leave a Comment

He had been living in a place where God had blessed him.  (Notice the past tense)
He had reaped a hundred fold. (Again, in the past.)
And he became very wealthy.

His enemy was not amused for God had made him too powerful.

So, the enemy started to cut off much needed resources. And God allowed it.
Forcing him to move.

One day, he found a place no one else claimed.

“For now the LORD has made room for us, and we shall be fruitful in the land.” (Gen. 26:22)

There was room there for all of God’s blessings.

Sometimes, in order for God to bless us, we have to go to be willing to let go of the familiar.

We have to go to another place that is able to handle all of the blessings God has in store for us.
We have to be be willing to go to a place where He has made room for us.  Not where we feel comfortable.

What place are you not willing to let go of?
What is holding you back?
Is it memories of blessings past?
What if God is making room for you elsewhere, so He can bless you in a new place?

Are you willing to go?

Category: Reflections

The Woman

October 9, 2017 //  by Nikol//  Leave a Comment

The woman could be any one of us.

Her gender is unimportant.

She could be your boss.
Or your husband.
Your wife.
Or your boyfriend.
Or your friend.

She was broken.
Sick.
And had tried every thing she could think of to make her condition better.

And therein laid the problem:

It was her solution.
And the solution of others.

Sometimes we are like her but our sickness is spiritual.

We try everything to bring ourselves peace…
to bring healing to our wounds…
to silence our pain.

Alcohol…
A pill…
A plan…
A routine…
A new job…
A new relationship…
A new adventure…
A new spouse…
Or maybe we lock ourselves away from others.

We throw money at it.
Just like her.

And what happened to the woman also happens to us:

Things only get worse.

God lets us try everything in our power to heal ourselves.
He does this to bring us to the end of ourselves…
to the end of what this world offers.

And just like her, when we are at our weakest and at the moment of our greatest shame…

We catch a glimpse of Jesus.

All she did was walk towards Him.

“If I could only get close enough to Him to touch His robe…”

Her options are out.

She is desperate.

Her posture is one of humility.

If only we were like her.
We would make the move to get closer to him…
if only to touch his robe.

All we have to do is put one foot in front of the other.
And reach out.
And we will be healed.

“Daughter, your faith has made you well. Go in peace. Your suffering is over.”

Her deepest shame and greatest suffering were over.

Because of her faith.

And so it can be with us.

If only we would humble ourselves,
And reach out…
And touch the hem of his robe…

If only we would believe.

Category: Struggles

Prepare for Battle

October 2, 2017 //  by Nikol//  Leave a Comment

There is a war raging.  You can see it each time you turn on the news (or open your Facebook feed if you’re like me and hate the news).

Hurricanes.  Big ones.
Wild fires.
Earthquakes.
Mass shootings.
Social unrest.
Political protests.
Crazy rulers.
Rumors of war on the horizon.
Broken people.
Broken marriages.
Broken souls.

These might be scary times, but they certainly aren’t surprising.

The bible tells us of these times. And you might think I’m crazy right along with everyone else, but that’s OK. I can handle it.

I want to talk right now to those that are sitting in church more Sundays than they aren’t.
I want to talk to the culture Christian.
I want to talk to those who are riding the fence between loving God and loving the world.

Luke 12 is a powerful set of parables Jesus used in his teachings. I honed in specifically last week on verses 35-48 when Jesus uses a parable about servants waiting for their master to return.

I’ll let Jesus take it from here.

Be dressed for service and keep your lamps burning, as though you were waiting for your master to return from the wedding feast. Then you will be ready to open the door and let him in the moment he arrives and knocks. The servants who are ready and waiting for his return will be rewarded… (vs.35-37a)

Let’s get a few things straight right off the bat.

Jesus is the Master.
We are his servants.

Sometimes, we confuse the two.

Jesus goes on to describe two different kinds of servants and the consequences of each.  The two types?

  1. The responsible ones.
  2. And the irresponsible ones.

The responsible ones.  That’s what we all consider ourselves to be, right?  They are…

  • Dressed for battle.
  • Wear the armor of God’s righteousness (Ephesians 6:14)
  • And the belt of truth (Ephesians 6:14)
  • Think clearly (1 Peter 1:13)
  • Exercise self-control (1 Peter 1:13)

The responsible ones know there is a battle coming, and they are dressed for it. They are dressed with the knowledge of their righteousness in Christ, and they know what the Bible really says.  If they were soldiers (which we are), they might look something like this:

They have a good spiritual head on their shoulders…
They can think clearly in a war…
They do not let their emotions control them…
They see the bigger picture unfolding…
They are not easily influenced by others…
They are disciplined…
They are strategic…
They are well-trained…
They are faithful to their Master only…
They are sensible…
They know their job…
They know the mission…
They are ready…

…You also must be ready all the time, for the Son of Man will come when least expected. (v.40)

That’s pretty self explanatory.  All. The. Time.

But then Jesus’ description gets a bit tricky and he starts to describe the irresponsible ones.

But what if the servant thinks, ‘My master won’t be back for a while,’ and he begins beating the other servants, partying, and getting drunk?’ The master will return unannounced and unexpected, and he will cut the servant in pieces and banish him with the unfaithful. And a servant who knows what the master wants, but isn’t prepared and doesn’t carry out those instructions, will be severely punished. (vs. 45-46)

The irresponsible servants are unprepared.

They are distracted by their desires…
They abuse their resources…
They are want only to being entertained…
They are unfocused…
They know what is coming, but they do not care…
They think Jesus isn’t coming back anytime soon…
They mismanage their responsibilities (or do not do them at all)…
They squander their gifts and their time…
They know the truth, but are not changed by it…

So, which one characterizes you the most?

That’s a tough question.  So, take your time, because it is an important one.

A friend sent me a message from Marcus Rogers recently, and it struck a chord because this has been something echoing throughout my week, and honestly for the last several years. In his message, he talks about how the world is craving a Savior.

They are looking for Him in politicians

They are looking for Him in the government.

As believers we have a responsibility to share who the real Savior is no matter what the cost.

Why?

Because Jesus is coming.
And there is a battle for the souls of man.

God is displaying the signs in the heavens and on the earth.

Are you paying attention?
Are you waiting expectantly?
Are you trained for battle?
Have you made God’s priorities your own?
Or are you playing spiritual games?

Remember: An irresponsible servant will be treated like an unbeliever.

This is a war.
And people will perish.

What grieves my soul the most is that there are people sitting in church aisles across the country who will perish because they know Jesus’ name, but they care more for the worries of this life than they do for the next.

Pay attention.
Stay alert.
Be ready.
Do not lose focus.

We have a job to do.
And the Master is coming.

Prepare for battle.

Category: Reflections

Weathering

September 25, 2017 //  by Nikol//  1 Comment

Frustration, exhaustion, and tears were knocking on the door of my heart this whole week.

Finally, the tears would not submit to my will and came bursting out.

I was in the car when the groans started to break free. Groans that didn’t quite seem human.

Anger came in the car too. I screamed in an unrecognizable voice terrible things to God.

And immediately my soul grieved the words I spoke.
Repentance followed…

“I’m so sorry, Lord.”
“I’m so sorry.”

I cried steadily for about two hours.

When I wasn’t crying, I was saying one sentence prayers over and over.

Sometimes I could get the words out….

other times they were just groans.

The ones I remember….

“Jesus, help me.”
“I’m so tired.”
“My heart hurts.”
“Please do something.”
“I’m not strong enough for this.”

There were moments where I heard Him in my soul trying to calm me.

“Sssshhhhh. Ssssshhhhh. Everything is alright.”

But everything isn’t alright.

I don’t see what He sees.
I don’t have the answers.
I don’t know how it works out.

“Do you trust me?”

No words would come.

Again, “Do you trust me, Nikol?”  This time more forceful.

“Yes, Lord, I trust you.”

And then the storm subsided, and though residual tears still came, they were not an overwhelming flood.

It is always through putting our continual trust in God that we weather the storms.

He is worthy.

 

Category: Struggles

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